Some days are good! It is a happy state. I am listening to songs, refuse to get bogged down even when the husband throws his morning tantrums, kids are cranky – I get up, get work done, pack snacks and make warm breakfast for everyone! I even make my own smoothie and NOT forget it at home.
I amaze myself at the level of productivity and how at ease I am on such days. Nothing bothers me. I wish every day was like this. I wish I could unwind my mind and get it to this state. Happy. Blissful. Cheerful.
Bad days are really bad ! I will take hours to finish any of the above. I do not know what goes in my head. I am preoccupied. I do not know the thoughts – I can’t even detect that the thoughts are bogging me down. But I am cranky, anything and everything bothers me. I get double cranky when kids are cranky and just want to run away from my own house. I will show up tired and sloppy to work. It is just not pretty.
I want to find a solution to tackle these swings! I don’t want to be completely balanced all the time – but some improvement will really help 🙂
YOGA MEDITATIONÂ – I KNOW – WHEN WILL I GET TO IT? God only knows!
Have you heard Kabir Singh Songs? OMG they are awesome. I am soo hooked. I feel like I am in love – they are just so so beautiful and soulful. I do not like Shahid Kapoor at all. However, in this movie he really looks like that college sweetheart. I could totally imagine myself having a crush on him. Just soo cute – out of the world cute ❤
Meri raahein tere tak hain
Tujhpe hi toh mera haq hai
Ishq mera tu beshaq hai
Tujhpe hi toh mera haq hai
Saath chhodunga na tere piche aaunga
Chheen lunga ya Khuda se maang laaunga
Tere naal taqdeeran likhwaunga
Main tera ban jaaunga
Main tera ban jaaunga
Sonh teri main kasam yehi khaunga
Kitte waadeya nu umra nibhaunga
Tujhe har waari apna banaunga
Main tera ban jaaunga
Main tera ban jaaunga